Re: Tell me...

> 1> Anybody ever (when they're half asleep) have there WHOLE body twitch at
>    once? It almost feels like you're falling. I think it's some wierd brain
>    misfire while your awake.
> 2> Anybody besides me experience a feeling in a dream similar to the warm,
>    lightheadedness of love that carries over into *reality* and stay with
>    you for the rest of the day? (besides my, of course)
> Please explain this...
>
>   When I have a fever I get dilerious <sp? i know>. I get the feeling that
>   things are more extreme then they really are. for example, when I was in
>   this state, I believed that if i turned my sterio volume all the way up
>   It wouldn't go back. also, another case of this is I thought one of the
>   rooms in my house was too huge to be in. Or even i knew I was sick, but if
>   I threw up on my blanket it was too big to fit in the washer and too big to
>   wash by hand.

     Wow, all of this stuff is something that i have experienced most of my
life.

     1.  Yeah, sometimes i'll be falling asleep and i'll picture myself
running or even just moving my legs and then i'll twitch really hard.. i
think i know what this is.

     2.  yup, that's pretty much all there is to say about this.. I sometimes
experience this and it will make me feel awkward the rest of the day 

     The fever thing is something that i really hate because i fear it.  When
i get a fever and get delirious (which is whenever i get a fever), i have
horrible delusions for example.

     I fell asleep on the couch watching tv when i was sick and woke up
thinking that if i moved my neck, my head would fall off (wierd but i
actually believed this)...  I tried to explain to myself that this was
impossible but then the thought came into my mind that there's a first time
for everything...  i ended up lying there wanting to scream but then i would
move my head.

     Another time i was lying there on my bed falling asleep and my hands
became so big (in my mind) that i could not even lift them off the bed.

     All the other times were just horrifying experiences that i just can't
remember anything about but the fact that i was terrified.


     oh yeah, one more... the worste that i can remember...

     I woke up and started running circles around the house as fast as i
could.  Something had told me that i would have to run around it 1000 times
before the sun came up and if someone was to run with me then we could split
it up..  but i couldn't tell anyone for some reason, i was just too scared..
i finnaly stopped after my parents woke up and told me to lie down on the
floor in their room...  I couldn't goto sleep though because of this thing i
had to do..  I called my grandparents house like 5 or 6 times and just hung
up because i coudln't talk right. just nothing would come out, that's how
terrified i was i guess... this was all at around 3:00 in the morning..

     Well, i kinda overexplained  but this is something that it helps me to
talk about.